well, this is my second post...i assume that for a few upcoming days i will just be nagging around on this page to get used to the feel of becoming a real blogger.kukuikui...
well...i recently come to think that my life seems to get turning upside down..
with a lil bit kinda confusion here and there...i dun know whether this semester brings good luck to me or not...with 8subjects and 21units altogether...i'm definitely calling myself upon suicidal action in any time during exam weeks later on...
hmm...
speaking about the upside of my life...i should be thankful to the ALMIGHTY GOD S.W.T for blessing me with the invaluable talent that i've got now...my voice has truly brought me to the place where everyone is crazily dreaming for...to win numerous competitions and to be adored by many people....dats just so cool...but let me tell you everyone...it's just a beginning for singing journey and i've got to do so much things if i really wanna make this dream comes true....
and the other essential thing for people to know is dat i'm not doing this just for a matter of cari glemer...i'd never thought of dat in fact...this is what i've been dreaming for...coz i believe the glory comes later when everyone knows our strengths and power...so i shouldn't be worried bout that...as long as i know dat im struggling hard to be at this level..
but so sad to say that im quite lost in my stuides now...i dun know...i just couldn't understand the lectures for this sem...im so blur guys...plz help me and drop ur comments...i really need to be showered by motivational talks from u my friends...coz i'm all by myself...i have no one to share my thoughts,my anger,my loneliness and so on...my close frens know whats actually happening at my home and that already makes me become crazy enough....plus some more silly things here that i guess i shudn't be facing of.therefore im practically mute at this point and the silence is so deafening and stressing me a lot...
i think everyone seems to realize that apparently i do have a swingy mood...i dun know...i just couldn't help it...myb bcoz of dat stupid shitface (quote maria 2005) rumet dat i have to face everyday...i really hate that hypocrite creature....sumtimes being a hot tempered person does give advantage for ourselves like wat mull has done to his rumet..... "GET OUT FROM MY ROOM" (sapri,2007)is definitely the line i should scream at that "*&^)_*&(&^" from the very 1st day he interfered my life...
ok guys...i really need ur motivational words so dat i cud get my spirit back...
till then...i shud say gud bye....
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